tRagIc x LOvE x MUsiC x rAsPbERry.KiSsEs x sKuLLsS

I'll break your nose if you break my heart.

2010-06-14T02:05:00.001-07:00

And that's official.
Suck on it.

BRi x

2010-06-13T03:45:00.000-07:00

i miss you like shit and you don't even know it. or maybe you do but you don't feel the same way no more.
i hate you.

BRi x

you have not won yet, you bitch.

2009-06-12T01:41:00.000-07:00

Some fucking bitch told my boyfriend I want to break up with him (which I do) and he asked me if it's true. dude. wtf is your PROBLEM. I know you hate me but do you hate me so much you have to do cheap things like that?
You know, you can have him for all I like. I just want you to know that you're a cheap ass bitch and you shouldn't put your stinking butt in MY RELATIONSHIP. you're such a stinkin' hoe, you fucker.

FIFTEEN ♥

2009-05-25T06:12:00.000-07:00

Haven't posted for so long. Life's been pretty damn tough for me ><
I'M FIFTEEN BTW!! Well, you can see that on my blog title but I just wanna tell you haha.
I've also been with Sam for 2 months and 5 days now. I love him but it really is so tiring. Sometimes, I just don't understand him at all. I mean, with sheepy, I totally had him under my control, but with Sam, it feels like I'm running after him and he's pulling me on a leash. I just don't get it anymore.

I watched Angels & Demons yesterday with my parents. It's really good but kinda freaky. The bit where Carmelengo was on fire was so scary. He goes like "ARGH ARGH!!!" when he put himself on fire!

Anyways, I'm really tired so I'm gonna sleep early tonight.

bri fell on her butt today.

2009-03-04T00:10:00.000-08:00

if you know me well, you'll probably know that i am clumsy, hyperactive and a total klutz. well there you go, i admit it, i am.
so i was eating apple at home after school today and a really nice song came up on the radio so i got up and started twirling around. but THEN...
i forgot i was wearing tights and when i did this twirly thingy in the air, i slipped as i landed and ended up on my butt =3= my brain kinda went like *twang* cuz i hit the floor/the impact (was) so hard and i hurt my thumb (again) and twisted my thigh.
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!
oh gosh, my head still kinda feels funny...

i swear to god im never dancing barefoot in my tights ever again.
never.
ever.
i mean what if i landed flat on my face?! wah!!! 毁容呀！
love you guys

love.again.♥

2009-02-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

i am so in love with cookie. srsly.
dude, even though we haven't even exchanged 20 words with each other, i am so totally in love with him.
DAMN WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. THAT'S WHAT I SAID ABOUT MUSIC LAST TIME (although we did talk to each other. a lot.)
AHHH I DUNNO WHAT IM DOING. okay i mean i've actually liked cookie before going out with sheepy and during it but this is so weird.
i like him but i don't know him. it's not only about his looks though. HE'S SO CUTE!!! HIS PERSONALITY I MEAN! DUDE, MY DREAM GUY IS LIKE SOMEONE WITH A SUPER CUTE PERSONALITY AND HAS TO BE TALLER THAN ME! he has ALL of those qualities. FREAK FREAK FREAK.
i am ever so in love.

i am a tart. i am a sadass. i am an idiot.

2009-02-02T04:03:00.000-08:00

OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID THIS TO MY EX.
i mean i know he cheated on me (well ish) but i can't believe i was so sensitive. i need a life. honestly.
okay...
so here is what happened.

(3:22 PM) Meяvyи: yoo
(3:22 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: hiya
(3:22 PM) Meяvyи: whats up
(3:23 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: ntm youu?
(3:23 PM) Meяvyи: same
(3:23 PM) Meяvyи: i have final exams nesxt week D:
(3:23 PM) Meяvyи: shit loads of reviews to do
(3:24 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: eeeek
(3:24 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: i have a chem test next week
(3:24 PM) Meяvyи: huge pile.
(3:24 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: and spanish test the week after
(3:24 PM) Meяvyи: haii but mine are FINALS xd
(3:24 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: hahah XD
(3:24 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: sad sad
(3:24 PM) Meяvyи: grades colleges look at
(3:24 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: i know chiill
(3:24 PM) Meяvyи: heheheee
(3:24 PM) Meяvyи: xD
(3:25 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: :)
(3:25 PM) Meяvyи: DONT TELL ME TO CHILL WOMAN :D
(3:25 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: too bad i just did man :)
(3:25 PM) Meяvyи: lol
(3:27 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: hmmm...
(3:27 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: i might go to summer camp in america this year
(3:27 PM) Meяvyи: what? why
(3:28 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: cuz it's a good experience?
(3:28 PM) Meяvyи: O.o okay
(3:28 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: its nowhere near where you live so chill
(3:28 PM) Meяvyи: ...
(3:28 PM) Meяvyи: why do you assume that?
(3:30 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: what do you mean?
(3:30 PM) Meяvyи: that i think its near where i live? O.o
(3:31 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: you just seem so ugh
(3:31 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: WTV
(3:31 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: next topic
(3:31 PM) Brigid x ☠ mUs: im not bothered to discuss it
(3:31 PM) Meяvyи: ...?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY AM I SO FRIGGIN SAD?!?!?! dude! i thought the o.O meant he didn't want me to be around. omfg what is wrong with me?

omg wait. he just talked to me. OMG THANK THE GODS AND KISS THEIR TOES!
i didnt blow it XD hahaha XD
iloveyoualll!!!

a warning.

2009-02-01T05:50:00.000-08:00

okay look guys, i'm actually pretty pissed here. when you write on my tagboard, use your REAL NAME. the name your mother gave you when you were born. if you don't get what i mean cuz you're stupid, i'll give you an example:

eg.
If your mom named you BOB, then you write BOB in the NAME SECTION on the tagboard. note:
you spell Bob like this : B-O-B.

please don't EVER EVER write your assumptions of who i like on my tagboard. most of all do not write their NAMES on my tagboard. EVER.

final warning: if i find out who the hell was anon, i am going to STRANGLE him/her until he/she turns BLUE. I REPEAT, I WILL STRANGLE YOU UNTIL YOU TURN BLUEEEE.

thanks for your attention.
peace out.

random.

2009-01-14T01:03:00.001-08:00

okay.. i have honestly nothing new to talk about but i always seem to find something to blabber about after i type crap.
ANYWAYS.

I've been thinking really seriously about Hoodie and I. I have these really mixed feelings for him; i like him; i don't like him. And the real problem is that he doesn't even live in hk (which is such a shame).
Oh God.. I forgot to mention that my heart goes *thump thump* *thump thump* when I'm near Runner. GOD, WHAT AM I TURNING INTO? A PLAYER? jeezus christ...

lots of lovey doveys.

when i grow up... (no not the pussycat dolls song XD)

2009-01-10T00:20:00.001-08:00

i feel cold. my toes and fingers are numb and i'm shivering.
okay, back to 'When I Grow Up'.
Here are the things i'll accomplish when i grow up:
1) keep in touch with my high school friends
2) have granny reunions with them when we're 60 XD i can imagine valerie having white hair and false teeth :P
3) marry someone really cute and sweet to me
4) have a dog or a cat
5) live in a penthouse
6) own a pink Cadillac (my dream car)
7) become a music therapist
8) be able to buy my parents a house

love ya all,
bri x

ps
the moon is so big and bright today.. oh well, i've seen better in canada though XD

i want to cry :'(

2009-01-08T04:06:00.000-08:00

i just finished reading Elsewhere and i cried so badly at the end!
if you haven't read it yet, i don't want to spoil it for you but it's so tragic but happy at the same time! my god.. i couldn't stop crying until i ate a cookie >.<>
The waves cradle the babies and rock them to sleep. And before long, this one succumbs, too.
She sleeps; she sleeps.
And when she sleeps, she dreams.
And when she dreams, she dreams of a girl who was lost of sea but one day found the shore.

Don't you think it's just beautiful? oh god, i want to start crying again XD

do comment (:
oh p.s.
he doesn't have msn, only aim, HOW SAD!! :'(

in love♥

2009-01-07T05:15:00.000-08:00

hiya (:
I've mentioned before that i'm in love right? yeah, that's right..
I am irrevocably in love with Hoodie and I just can't stop thinking about him. I was asking Geoffrey and Valerie if I should ask him out but I'm so nervous I probably won't even have the nerve to ask him out.
PLUS..
in Brigid's Rule Book (collected from experience)..
Long Distance Relationships NEVER work...
I've tried it before so trust me, you always lose those powerful feelings you had at the start of your relationship.
It's kind of sad really.. Months of courting and flirting, then suddenly *poof*. You wake up and realise you didn't really like them at all... Not the way he slobbered all over your face when you kissed him or the way he always had to be with you EVERYDAY at lunch.
Okay.. maybe that was a little too much info and i was too into it but WTV XD
Anyways.. I think this time it's the real deal. The feeling is so intense sometimes i feel like my heart is actually ACHING! for REAL!
maybe i should ask him out and get over with it.. i dunno..
hmmm..

comments please (:

i'm gonna go deaf soon. my ears are BLEEDING and the song just keeps playing.

2009-01-06T02:08:00.001-08:00

I think my ear drums are gonna burst soon. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST STOP PLAYING THAT DISGUSTING SONG ON THE RADIO!?!?!?!?!

I just heard 钟舒漫 (Sherman Chung)'s new song 'Best Time' on the radio. TWICE. It's friggin disgusting.
Let me list out all the possible reasons why...

1) it's a CHINESE cover of Leona Lewis' 'Better in Time'

2) she sounds like an old woman (sherman i mean)

3) no one and i repeat NO ONE can EVER make a better cover of the song Better in Time because Leona Lewis is just too awesome.

4) When you hear Leona Lewis sing the song, you can hear all those powerful emotions she tries to convey, but with Sherman, you can only hear someone trying hard to imitate Leona Lewis.

5) Leona Lewis can do the whistle register, Sherman can't. (hah! go suck balls man!)

6) She practically chose the worst song to do a cover on because it's almost impossible to find an artist than can compare with Leona Lewis.

7) The stupid DJ just said that Sherman's style is turning quite diva-like (most notably like Alicia Keys). ARE YOU KIDDING ME? ALICIA KEYS HAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL VOICE AND HE COMPARED SHERMAN TO HER? okay, someone please bring him to the rehab.

okay, i feel much better now. I just seriously want to kill the DJ. friggin' tart.

new blog (:

2009-01-03T08:01:00.000-08:00

hiya peeeps,
I'm startin' this blog just so i won't go crazy from keeping things to myself. I srsly want to thank val for helping me with the layout problem (:
Okay, I've decided the name for "him".
its Runner.
BUTTTTT... im now in love with someone else... and i think i'll call him Hoodie :D
I'm so in LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I haven't been like this since... well.. so long that i can't even rmb!!! He's so daym sweeeeeet to me and plus he's both older AND WAYYYY taller than me :D Oh oh oh! and he loves music just like i do and he's a musical genius toooooooooooooo. We both love Wicked and rock music...
i.can't.believe.it.anymore.
I want to thank wendy too for listening to me droll on and on and on about him.. i know im annoying but hey, i need to tell someone how i feel right? good luck with chip ;) you should ask him out, srsly.
It's jason's bday today! Whoohoo! Happy bday Jas!
Oh and will jack just fuck off. why can't he just understand the meaning of GO AWAY. i have NEVER EVER EVERRR met a person so damn annoying. gaby, i love you for rejecting him. jeesus.
anyways, i think im in love with writing rubbish <3